Another Heart Attack not doing so hot

[SleazyBear]

I made it ok. The left side of my chest hurts like hell. They tied my wrists down and ran the straps past my middle fingers, When they tested the device twice, meaning they jacked my heart up so that it would shock the piss out of me. My arms tried to rip the straps out, my shoulders hurt worse than anything else. I have never felt so useless. I am so tired all the time. I have never been one to just sit around. Now I have doctors telling me thats all I may be good for. Its pretty hard to except. The pills they have me on really jacks with my thought process. I am really at a loss on what to do.

[SleazyBear]

Its been a while I see. I am doing pretty good all things considered. I have taken a normal job, not for the money, I took it because I wanted away from sitting here being a vegtable. The job is the easyest job one could have, I answer computer technical questions over the phone from new computer users. I am having fun with it, it does take a lot out of me and by the time I get home I am completly wore out, but it has given me a purpose in life. Some of these people are really desprate to get there computers fixed and I get to help them, and you all know how much I love helping people. I haven't left helping newbies be webmasters, I am still here. I am making myself stronger and I am completly thrilled in what I am doing at the moment. I know some may not understand but I had a choice, I could sit here and die, or I could get out and try and make myself stronger. I chose the later and I am doing great.

[MadHatter]

I am really happy to see that you are getting out and about man! I sure do agre that what you are doing is going to make you both happier and stronger! Keep up the great work Sleazy.....great to hear that it is going well!

Madhatter and Vegasbabe ;-);-)